love

Sometimes when you get your heart broken like i did, you think that youll either die without him, never recover, or just stop beathing. life goes on. can iget an amen? i mean, i have other things to worry about. so many things are going on right now like, exams,peformances, pom practices, pom tryouts, and finding someone who won't break my heart. i think i found him! according to anciet greek, humans were made with 4 eyes, 4 legs, 4 arms, 2 noses, 2 mouths ect., and Zues was afraid of their power so he split them in half, leaving them to find the other half of themselves. these people were called soulmates! how cool is that!!! everyone has one.. and idk if i've found him b/c im only 14 (well, not officially, but in less than a month i will be!), but you can fall in love, and i know that becasue i have before. in my last relationship, i loved him so much. and i know it was real b/c its been almost a month now without him and im still getting over him, but it's a little easier to forget about him when your falling for someone else.. idk.

life

don't take life seriously.. no one gets out alive! :) haha jk life is a very serious thing, but sometimes its just DRAMA and it gets super annoying. life for me now is s good cant even believe it, yea, things are happening that aren't good, but it doesn't mean life is bad i mean Judas priest!

if you have a friend that wants to kill himself what do you do? if you have a best friend that's dating a girl you hate cuz shes a total whore what do you do? if you like this amazing guy who is so sweet, and he takes breath out of your lungs by words from his mouth? if you like this guy, and he likes you back but you just got out of a bad relationship and you wanna wait- what do you really do?? seriously guys i wanna know. i ask you questions so you can answer them..

Making New Friends

Life is interesting... as soon as you lose a friend, another one comes and fills its spot. Bradley and i aren't even friends anymore, but yesterday, i became like, best friends with this really cool guy named Dylan. hes different. not like the others. he makes me smile :) he makes me laugh :D. i think we have a lot in common because our lives dont have the best backgrounds, but i do think that i have made his life better because he finally has someone to text. haha. idk. lose a friend, get a friend. its the circle of life...

School....

Everyday is a new adventure. when you wake up in the morning, you put on a smile, or a mask to cover up the frown you're trying to hide. When you walk out your door, your first step either is taken with joy, or covered in evil leaving a trail behind. When you say your first word everyday, it's either putting out a nice mood for everyone to see, or its spitting fire like a snake from hell. The first time you see the one you love everyday, you either look at them like you fell in love yesterday, or look at them like a complete stranger. there is no gray area. life is hard, and defiantly difficult to put up with, but when you have struggles, you work them out and afterwards, you get repaid. my boyfriend is MINE!! and i know that. this girl picks and pulls at every last never i have, but i will be the better person and smile when she walks by because i know she doesn't stand a chance, i know that he doesn't like her, and i know that it not intentional.. i think. i hope so. but yeah i guess if you have any advice, ill take anything :D



-- love always --

Jessica Anne Gable (one day to be Simmet) hehe :)

Grandpa....

I visited grandpa today and it was really. . .emotional. yeah, as soon as i saw him, i tried not to look at him too much because i knew i would cry. He's like, my best friend. if anything would ever happen to him, ohh my gosh i would cry so hard for so long. i love that guy. i love the way i cant touch my hands together when i hug him. i love the way he calls me names and just spontaneously breaks out in humming old tunes... i love the way he says "milk" and "cool". i love his little laugh and the way his eyes crinkle up when he smiles....
I remember when i was a little girl, i would sit on their kitchen table, and Grandpa would sit in a chair right in front of me. We would get put a pudding cup and eat a tapioca pudding together. :) haha...
From the moment i was born to right now, no one in my family has died. my great grandma is 99 years old... I'm so lucky to have that. but since I've never really dealt with a death before, i think it would make it harder for me to face it, if something were to happen.
so i think of the good things!!! i have everybody that i love alive!! whoop whoop! lol haha.... i want it to stay that way forever but i know it won't. oh well.. it's not "goodbye." it's "see you later."
Anyway, Grandpa if you are reading this i love you!!!! you mean so much to me, and i never really get to tell you that. so I'm just letting you know... :D...

i know i know...

ok. i havent blogged in a long time and u probably dont even bother reading it anymore. but here it is: im going out witih a christian 7th grade guy named Kyle. I know his b-day. his mom& dads name, his dad looks like Adam Sandler, and he has a twin brother named Kaeden. ask what u will about him. because i knkow almost all there is to know about him. notice i said almost everything. so yea.

Life....

Life is a treasure,

That you can't hold onto forever.

While you have it,

Cradle it like it's actually something.

Blessings and curses,

Are choices that we decide on.

We're on our own,

As we all play this long game.

We can have help,

From our dear close friends.

Never give up,

On what you already have.

Never take,

From someone who has what you want.

Jealousy,

Is a nasty habit we have.

Keep the habit,

Your life turns into a nightmare.

Drop the habit,

Your life becomes your dream.

Life isn't fair,

But it's not terrible either.

Enjoy it,

Because it can end with a word,

A wrong choice,

A step or a simple breath of air.

This is life, and life is good. :)

By:Jessica Anne Gable