MY LIFE

Music is my life. without it, i would be dead. hence the no music, no life. duh... haha

yeah- that pretty much says it all. (that is so going to be me.)

life is fragile, yes it is, but it doesn't mean you can't have fun while you're alive.

you cannot run away from deaths reach... but until death reaches you, you can run wherever you frickin want.

another poem..

i made this poem the other day really fast in 3rd hour, so it's not that good. i make them all the time, but i thought that this one was pretty blog-worthy. ha ha:)

Life might get messed up,
in a million different ways.
Sometimes you cry for hours,
sometimes you cry for days.
Sometimes you swallow sadness,
like tears are a mistake.
Then it gets all bottled up,
and happiness it takes.
Sometimes you just can't take it,
and the pain is like a knife,
jabbing at your soul,
and it starts to take your life.
Sometimes it takes a lifetime,
to bandage all the hurt.
Sometimes instead of better,
it all gets a little worse.

Ummm... yeaaahhhh... it's been forever and a million years!

Ok, so now it's 2010, im in 8th and i have a new boyfriend (amazingly surprised aren't you) his name is Bradley. Yeah, we've been going out for a little over 3 months. i mean, its really not that long, but it seems like we've been going out forever!!

acidemically, i have a 3.75! i was in the paper. heheh thats what im talking about:) anyways, math is still dumb, english is cool, gym is cool, music appreciation is SOO GAY! i know that i like, looooooove music w/ all my heart and stuff, but its really, really boring and dumb!! its a credit, no credit class tho so idc. History is entertaining cuz we make fun of the teacher and stuff. lol we have fun.

sports wise, im doing great! i just finished my vollyball season and i was eally good, no to brag. i was on the A team. im such a beast! hahaha... track starts march 15th, so im suuuper pumped. someting that you would probably never ever guess, im trying out for poms, and i an sooo excited! try-outs are march 18-19th and i cannot wait! but i am so nervous. out lady pom chicks have won state 2 years in a row, and if i can't do that, well, im pretty much screwed. BUT BUT BUT, if i do make it, i'll be a 13 year old varsity pom!!!! oohhhhh my gosh i can't wait!

life wise, like at home, is- eh. at dad's everything is good. at mom's, yeah its kinda just blah. i had to babysit like all last weekend! mom went out at 11 and came bak at like 2 am, so i stayed up and watched my little sister.

on the good side of life tho, today is valentines day, and friday night was the junior high dance, which evidentally was just a bucket of spoied drama, but it was definatly fun.. next year when im in 9th grade, and i get to go to prom and stuff, it'll be cooler. i really can't wait for all that stuff.

no one is probably reading this, so i'll talk to myself later, lol. hahaa :) c ya! ohh yeah- RAWr. heh

Updatage!!!

Well, i think i have been blowing u off & idk why. Maybe its bcuz i dont like u anymore...jk jk. but we havent had the internet in a really long time. I am still going out with kyle. April 5th was our 3rd month anniversary. he remembered.. how odd. BUT for u old ppl it probably doest seem like that long- to me it does, so keep your thought to yourselves!! ha ha lol. i found some pics that i thought would pretty much sum up the time since ive talked to u last....

Being so tired that u cant listen in class...

So u have to stay up late studying what u were supposed to learn in class.

The next morning, u r even more tired. u cant see straight & u accidently dress like an idiot

Then at school, u r the small one in the crowd & u get made fun of...

So u tell them to kiss your butt. And the best part of it all..

Is having a close buddy to get in trouble with.

A buddy who is nice & sweet..

Kind of moody...
Someone who u would comfort when scared..

And sometimes even feed.

& if u wanna make fun of me for it.. u can kiss this!